Living in this new life.

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My reading this am was very cool, that reminder I have been dedicating myself to. I have a new life today.

Being thrown into the controversy here and all the events really whacked me sideways for a while life can do that. And as with addiction and becoming free from the obsession so it is with everything in my life. I go to me tool box. I have a full set of tools to help me get through anything. I am predominately a loner, I like to think and be creative and when I feel it I venture into the world sometimes it is long periods out there and I get exhausted by the world and whats happening and today clean i have to recess to reinvigorate myslef. I need to take care of my body it has issues. I have to take care of my dies-ease, it is ever present. I have to tend to my spiritual health most importantly because without that I am floundering alone with my own thoughts and as I have learned, my thoughts will tell me in my own voice terrible things. Sybil ( my addict) , she does not like me to be in Pain. He whole life goal is to get me out of pain. She needs a spiritual awakening on a daily basis. We no longer have to handle everything our own she does not have to take on the world warrior or not we need help. A power greater than us.

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With my faith in this power I can be that warrior. For good for positive. I came home to be with my family and help the through his and to build a stronger foundation for us here. For my Mo’opuna ( grandchildren) they are the caretakers that will be. Getting out of self and selfishness is a goal today. To think of those that will have to this job one day. I think it is so important to teach or children and grandchildren the value or right living.

To not speak poorly about another in the presence of children. This teaches them a very poor habit. Let them chose how they think and feel. We all do it unthinking we talk about adult things in front of kids. we inflict our person beliefs on children. I am making a conscious effort to speak in positive ways today. To be conscious of what I say and around who. Living right today. Practice. Have a beautiful day!! www.sybilpaige.com Keep coming back it works another day clean learning to live a new life.